I need to get my life back on track.
I feel like I’m sinking and that’s not good.
I need to prove to myself I can do this.
I can be something else than a failure.
I need to take care of myself. Even more in this time of crisis. I need to heal.
I keep finding myself excuses to not do my exercises, to not take my medication, to escape in my video game.
But that’s not the life I want for myself anymore. It’s not making me happy.
I deserve better. I can do this.